NP: Hello to Myself - YeEun (Wondergirls)
Alone in this house and got nothing to do~ I dared myself to write an essay full of randomness for less than 15 minutes! Come what may~ xD
Tomorrow is my 16th birthday! I am thanking God for giving me another wonderful year (and hoping for more birthday celebrations to come!) to make me discover the reason of my existence here on Earth.
At this time, I feel…hungry, a little bit sad, I’m missing some special people, excited….and it’s 34 degrees Celsius! Sooo hot!
Adrenaline rush! 6 minutes more! HAHA! Hmmm… I want cake! I was 7 when I celebrated my bornday with a cake! And now~ I want to have one. T^T I want to celebrate my birthday with my FATHER! I am not yet celebrating any of my birthdays with him, as far as I remember. I miss him…. I grew up without his personal guidance. He’ll come home every 5, 4 or 2 years and he’ll be with us for only two months. No one would know how happy I am when he’s coming home……and no one would also know how broken I am to see him leaving. I can still remember that weekday morning, I’m preparing to go to school but my mind is full of emotions. My father is going to leave us soon! Some of my tears are falling as I wear those long sleeves. Nobody is talking at home but I know how every member of the family feels that time. That feeling of someone SO special to you is leaving again?! But you can’t do nothing about it. Few more minutes and I know our school service will be there to reach me to school. And my mother called us three (Papa, Jen & I) to pose for a picture. No one smiled that time. And that was our first picture (as young adults) with my father, how ironic, isn’t it? And just like a bullet, I found myself hugging my father, saying our farewells…. and I can’t stop those tears. Although I told myself earlier to don’t cry for that moment.
TIME’S UP! :)) Eh eto ang mga pumasok sa utak ko, eh.. (Huwaw! Meron pala ako nun, xD)
SMILLEEEEEE!!!!!!!! :))) My younger sis told me that we’ll going to stay up together till midnight and she’s gonna sing happy birthday for me.