Ghost

My Sources of Wisdom :)

I really miss Xander with U-KISS naaaa! :((

Ang cute ni Kevin! nako~ ma-inlove na naman ako sayo… tssss, wag muna! Madami pa akong love… xD

(Source: seoulwoo)

           Photo taken at Tanza Oasis Beach Resort! ^_^ yah~ I know! It’s wonderful and amazing, right? 

           As I said, our class went there to enjoy. No word can fit how I feel. ^__^ 

TODAY IS HISTORY. 31st of March 2012. 

              Our whole class (3-A1) went to Tanza Oasis Beach Resort. Everything went fine and I was so happy! :D This is the first time that almost the whole class joined the outing and we enjoyed it so muuucccccch! ♥

              These photos are taken at the setting. With my very best friend Mary Ann, Shiela and Jobelle.

              The place itself was great and the vibes, too. THIS IS REALLY UNFORGETTABLE. 

               I will post some of the photos of the resort itself later! :) 

Sacrifice Our Weekends to Someone Special

         I was scanning the broadsheet one Tuesday night, It is actually an issue for last Sunday and the funny truth is that I’m reading it until now. Buying a Phl Star newspaper is my Sunday hobby like what I’ve said before. Sunday issues are the best for e coz they’re unique and make me feel some relaxing weekend vibes.

         A column in the Sunday section caught my attention, The column belonged to a simple 42 year old-man named Bum Tenorio, Jr. His title is the most catchy coz I accidentally read it as “MY WEEKEND BELONG TO CANADA” when it’s not really “CANADA” but “CAN-DI-DA” xD It’s funny and I read it expecting to read some adventures of the author in Canada and I become confused when he talked about dedicating his weekend to his 67 year old motherm Then I reread the title and I laughed out loud enough to bother my mother who’s curretly watching TV programs. 

         After reading the entire column I felt guilty because weekend for me is about watching TV programs/movies, reading, surfing the net, et cetera et cetera! And then realized that I must use every weekend to help my mother to do household chores and do some bonding with her every WEEKEND. ^_^ 

         I am not a perfect daughter for my wonderMOM but I can guarantee that I can show her and prove to her that I can be the best daughter in her eyes and she will not regret of having me as her daughter. 

        So what are you waiting for? SPEND YOUR WEEKEND, OH WEEKEND IS NOT ENOUGH, BUT THE REST OF YOUR LIFE by showing how you LOVE them so you will not have any REGRET when the time that GOD TAKE THEM TO HIS KINGDOM happened. 

Came out stupid while trying to sound smart…

          Hahah, marami talagang taong simple kung manghamet at gustong magpabida. Manalamin ka nga… Gusto mo lang na lumalabas ka laging MAGALENG. You’re such a waste..

Try reading this… hahah! I know you’ll enjoy! 

So cute of Jong Hyun~ :D His voice makes me relax… <3

(Source: cnbjonghyun)

It’s up to them. I am on the right track~

              Did you ever experience to be in a situation of being ashamed in the crowd when you are just doing your task? ^^ I know how painful it is. 

              This is an important thing, don’t mind ‘em okay? Those non-sense and hurtful comments are nothing if you are on the right way! They’re just insecure and insensitive.. smile!! :D 

Found my most love hobby!

            Reading! You read it right, baby~ it’s reading. I am not that fond of reading before but I read. I am reading newspapers every Sunday, because I am free every Sunday. I am buying my own newspaper because I am learning a lot. That hobby of buying and reading newspapers started last December, I think.

            This early March, I got curious of many pocketbooks stored in the shelf. As I look to those books, I remember my mother reading those books when I was young. I get some and read the teaser at the back. Many books caught my attention then I went to the most silent place in the house. I went to a room, sat on a chair near a window. I read, read and read. It’s amazing. 

             Inspiration, God, Family, dreams. I felt that after I read every book, I changed. The way how I look the world and became more mature. 

             I can imagine and live in a fantasy world and apply it in real life afterwards. That’s the most important value of all. 

My Dreams are fading…. Y_Y

           I can still remember the time when a classmate told me that I was so insensitive. hahah~ at that time (first year) , I don’t even know what that word really means. Many people are always annoyed coz of me that I don’t even know and noticed. How stupid and insensitive! I can also remember that a classmate of mine making #parinig to me saying that she really don’t like me coz of these, that. etc! I pretended not to hear that and felt like I was about to cry. I can’t understand how people can talk too much that they can really hurt someone so bad. I cried silently every night until I fall into sleep and wake up feeling afraid and worthless. BETTER TO USE EVERY WORDS OF YOURS WISELY. I promise not to talk bad about others so I can’t hurt them like those people who broke me.

           Because of that, I prayed a lot and asked myself of how to be a better person. Maybe I have some problems about myself, too.. that’s what I think.

           But now, I am stronger! I am wiser! More mature in my words and gestures. I trusts God more. I respect my parents, elders and others more. I became more understanding and considerate. I became true to myself. I don’t good things for my own sake… I became more confident and love myself more~

           My parents noticed that and I felt that they are loving me more~ I want to study harder and maintain my good performance in school as an 3-A1 student of BNHS SSC. But, God is really testing my courage and faith. My father, an electrician in Saudi is now not receiving enough money for us. My mother said a while ago that maybe I can’t study on BNHS next year. gosh~ I’m going to be a 4th year student next year. I want to graduate with my beloved classmates. I don’t know what to do… I can say now how bad our situation is… If I can work for a better amount of money… But what to do? All I can do is to take charge on our house and a store starting to bankrupt. 

            I’m doing my best to make our store bloom and help my mother to gain more inner strength coz I’m noticing nowadays that she is really stressed. I can feel her still awake in the middle of the night. That was so painful.

             Hoping for a better tomorrow. I know I can reach my dreams and we can overcome all of this.

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